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Brought from her sleep by movement on her bed, Tat frowned. She was barely awake, her refusal to open her eyes proof enough, and she wasn't really happy about being woken up so early.

"Go away, dog..." the woman grumbled, figuring it was one of her pets that had been the one to wake her. She had shut the door, but the occasional clever dog could figure how to manipulate the knob and get inside. She scowled and swatted the offending intruder when they proceeded to only come closer, increasing her irritation.

"Get!" she commanded, a little louder and firmer this time.

"You didn't miss me?"

Instead of the heavy thud of paws touching the floor, a voice had responded, and it jolted the woman fully awake. She sat upright, whipping her head behind her to see who had managed to break into her house, and the face that greeted her made tears spring into her eyes before she even realized what was going on.

"W... William..."

The butler smiled softly at her, using the last bit of his strength to scoot right up next to her. His arms then collapsed under his weight, the fallen angel's head landing in her lap and leaving the rest of him draped carelessly across the bed.

Tat sniffed. She tried to blink past the tears that poured out of her, hands flying to hold the head on her lap. He was back... The person, the one that was perhaps the most precious to her, even more so than General, was finally back...

"Y-you came back..." she said, voice cracking as a sob forced itself out with her words. Tat squeezed her eyes shut and hunched over, more harsh sobs leaving her as her emotions over the realization consumed her.

"You're alive. You really are!"

William felt her tears plop down on his face, big and wet. He hadn't meant to make her cry. He wanted her to be happy, but tears weren't unexpected.

He willed his hands to move, rubbing her hip slowly when his brain could finally get the muscles in his arms to respond. "I'm sorry." he apologized, feeling as though he needed to. "I didn't mean to leave..."

Tat cried harder at his words, holding him close. "I know!" she hiccuped, shaking her head. "I know..."

They sat there for a long while, William too weak to do anything more than kiss her wrist and rub her hip and Tat just letting it all out.

The tears weren't angry, or upset, William knew, but every hiccuped or sigh tugged at his soul. He didn't like seeing her cry. Someone as beautiful as his misstress should never shed a tear.

He had quite a lot to make up for.

William slowly lifted his head up when Tat started to calm down reaching up to stroke her tear stained face and look her in the eye.

"I apologize for leaving you as I did... That was despicable of me." William apologized, Tat leaning heavily into his touch. He sat up, slowly, joints popping and groaning in protest. He pulled her as close to him as he could, and nuzzled the top of her head, a part of him contented by the position.

"But I promise you... I'll never do it again... As long as I am able."

He kissed her head, love on his lips. "You're my everything, darling. When I was sick I only thought of how badly I was hurting-failing- you..." He shook his head and then dipped it, kissing her neck. "If I could go back in time... I'd change it all."

He kissed her again, squeezing the body in his arms tight as it relaxed, pliant under his gentle coaxing.

Tat wrapped her arms around him, letting her head fall to the side as his lips pressed under her ear. "...Its been two years..." she whispered, slowly looking up at him after a moment. William closed his eyes tight.

"I beg your forgiveness..."

Quiet fell upon the couple again, like a heavy blanket. Tat listened to the steady thump of William's heart in his chest and the butler silently showed his shame with more open mouthed kisses along her neck and shoulder.

As he nosed under her pajamas, Tat contented herself with the feeling. She had thought she would never get to experience this again, to feel his skin under her fingers or hear his voice so close to her ear...

A part of her was upset, naturally, as humans were selfish creatures, but she was also elated. William had been her world, just as she to him. She didn't care if it had taken him a thousand years to come back to her. He was back, safe in her arms, and that was all that mattered really.

Her heart swelled, some part of her that had been so wounded by his death repaired again.

Tat pulled away, just enough to look at him properly. William looked down in reaction, puzzled at her departure, wondering if he had done something wrong.

"My lady-"

He started, then shushed when Tat put her lips to his. He relaxed, exhaling softly, and reached up to cup the back of her head and deepen the kiss.

When they pulled away, needing air, Tat shifted on the bed to hold him once again.

"We can tell the others in the morning." she said softly, William nodding as he relished her embrace.

"And you need to tell Talen..."
I'm looking for a new icon and or profile picture. My computer is still unusable but I'm getting the feeling that its time to update a bit.

I can pay points for both. My icon would be something like I have now, either of a horse or one of my Krieges. My new profile pic would be a page doll, probably of one of my Krieges or bullies.

Let me know if interested or if you know of anyone who does affordable, good commishes like this.

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Tatiana
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Castiel BottleCap! by MissDudetteWinter BottleCap! by MissDudetteWasabi Icon by DanesippiMostly Male Characters by PlasticKatanaAssured Breeder Badge by Stiir


OBM is an official HARPG Registered Stable

General Stamp 2 by painted-cowgirlHome to the Legendary OBM Lieutenant General BrewsterGeneral Stamp 1 by painted-cowgirl


Old Burchard Manor, previously known as Once In A Blue Moon Stables, sits on 500 sprawling green acres full of rolling fields. It underwent a name change after the death of the estate butler, William E. Burchard, in 2013. In his honor, the grounds appearance, name, and theme were changed.

There are 2 stables with 100 total stalls and dozens of open pastures and natural trails to explore. Our facilities combine vintage ideals to new age techniques and aid us in creating the best horses for our, or your, needs. Our trainers and staff live for the horses, and have been raising the best ever in the state of Illinois since December of 2012. Old Burchard Manor is also a registered fox hunting stable, with yearly drag and live hunts.

Old Burchard Manor focuses on working, pleasure, and hunting horses of various breeds. It's dedicated to bringing the sophisticated society and mannerisms of the Edwardian Era to the present and therefore function is more important than breed in some aspects. Our Edwardian theme is also what separates us from the rest, making a visit to our grounds one to remember.

We hope you enjoy your time here with us, and we hope to see you again when its time to part.


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Russia: APH: I love Ivan Stamp by Chibikaede APH - Russia by BoundWithFoxBlood Nationality Stamp - Russia by MissBezz

Germany: APH: I love Ludwig Stamp by Chibikaede Hetalia: Germany by Wesker-Chick Nationality Stamp - Germany by MissBezz

England: APH: I love Arthur Stamp by Chibikaede APH - England by BoundWithFoxBlood Nationality Stamp - U.K. by MissBezz

France: APH: I love Francis Stamp by Chibikaede APH- France Stamp by HidanKakuzuPsychoGal Nationality Stamp - France by MissBezz

Netherlands: APH: I love Holland Stamp by Chibikaede Netherlands Stamp~ by SweetlyCanada Flag: Netherlands by TheStampKing

America: APH: I love Alfred Stamp by Chibikaede APH - America by BoundWithFoxBlood Nationality Stamp - America by MissBezz

APH: I love Berwald Stamp by Chibikaede Russia Stamp by Lindajing Hetalia Nordics Stamp by AkiraNoru APH - ITALYxJAPAN Stamp by leadervance Hetalia Loves Da Hate by awfullybad +Asia hare hare yukai stamp+ by BlackLadySango Su san Stamp by Soubixcos I'M THE HERO stamp by those-silly-demons Poke - Gerita stamp by Ludwig-Germany Stamp: American Heart by over-the-top APH - St Valentine GERMANIA by MiharaEmikoAPH Brotherly love - German version by Tea-Strawberrydududuu Gatsby by pandalovesmilk APH - Excited America by BoundWithFoxBlood APH - Germany by BoundWithFoxBlood China, I choose you by MrsHighwind Canada fight stamp by Julesie SuFin stamp by JulesieDeath or Yaoi Stamp by vdaymassacreYaoi Stamp by Clockwerk-chan
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I'm looking for a new icon and or profile picture. My computer is still unusable but I'm getting the feeling that its time to update a bit.

I can pay points for both. My icon would be something like I have now, either of a horse or one of my Krieges. My new profile pic would be a page doll, probably of one of my Krieges or bullies.

Let me know if interested or if you know of anyone who does affordable, good commishes like this.

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AthenaMyth Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
*noms*

Your stories... the feels. I'm reading them right now.
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SmexyHajiSan Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hehe, I noticed X3
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HideawayArtist Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav! :D Have an awesome rest of your day! :hug:
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SmexyHajiSan Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you! And it was my pleasure~
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HideawayArtist Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2015  Student Digital Artist
your icon is cute by the way! :la:
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SmexyHajiSan Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you! swagstag made it for me~
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AthenaMyth Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday hun! Hope it's turning out to be a good one.

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SmexyHajiSan Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Danke! And it is!
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AthenaMyth Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Good! *throws confetti*
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SmexyHajiSan Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
*Dances*
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